i know i havnt really been nice to u tday but then i din really hav a choice....i was kinda freeked out when i din hear from u for so long n was sorta worried...but then wen i heard tht u had gotten in touch wid ur frnds i felt bad...real bad...guess thas y i was angry too..n then wen i spoke to u tday u seemd so far away....as if we were strangers...i wont deny the way i feel abt u...n i guess u know it too....i somehow thot we had somethin goin here...guess i expected too much...the fact tht i din hav a place anywhr hurt alot...but now i am jus mad at myself n my stupidity n howcum i did not c this comin...
thas y i need to know...i need to know wts goin on...i need to know whr ' we' stand...i need to know if any of wt happnd meant anything to u....basically i need straight answers...cos m done hurtin myself enuf...all i had wanted was somethin nice b4 i left this country....but nice evades me...help me out here...i need to know