to you...

time: 22:36 (paris)
song on the radio : revolution - alanis morisette
mood: dark, very dark and foggy, misunderstood

"why oh y!?"


thas what i been asking myself for the longest time. am i so hard to get? to be understood? am i actually a difficult person to be with?am i so full of shit that people hate being around or with me? if you answered NO to all of the above then theres something seriously wrong with the world...and in case you answered YES to atleast one of the above, then i am in deep shit!!

i need help. some serious help, that comes from no one but exclusively from people who know me, who get me. oh where did i lose you? i miss you so. why did i have to leave my well protected coccoon and come venturing to this other world and leave you behind? i miss you so! i miss you when i need a hearty laugh, or when i simply need a shoulder to cry on. i miss you when i feel the need to share a joke that only you get or simply to over exaggerate and crib about something totally useless. i miss those endless conversations over the telephone or simply sitting in our favourite coffee shop. i miss the nonsense bitching.

i just miss you so!!